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Thursday, December 24, 2009
I want nobody , nobody but you .  Dinner @ LongBeach w/ Grandpa , Granny & Brandon ; Leaving for malaysia in a few minutes time , wont be telling friends because it's last minute trip , grandma's down with diabetes & she nearly go blind . Just hope everything will go fine , it's really hard to imagine life without her in the future if something really happened to her . I'm afraid to lose her , looking at her cheerful face above , you can see that she's a great granny right ?! They went to some places to ask god & heard that there's someone cant pass the next new year , sigh . I'm worried for grandpa too , if granny's gone , he would be alone already , who's gonna takecare of him , if only he's singaporean , I sure fetch him if this tragic happens . Thanks to the particular somebody who tell me to look on the brightside , he accompany to granny's house too . I doubt he want this tragic to happen too . Let's drop this topic anyway aye ? I hope everything will be fine already , anything do contact me @ +60177944314 . Take care guys . Last christmas , I gave you my heart , on the very next day , you gave it away .  Lonely christmas ; Just came home from countdown with Randy.neighbour , Guice , KwanWee , Desmond & Amandy.boyf . (: afternoon wokeup then amandy came to my house then mummy drove us to marina square , mummy went to facial then amandy & I went to walk walk eat eat , afterthat , went to YukiYaki to eat buffet then we meet Randy & co at cityhall , proceed to orchard then kena squeeze like fcuk , then randy's phone lost la . shag die . laughs ! then planned to go bugis shisha one , then on the way saw ahnehs kena bully by spraying th soap thingy , laughs ! halfway then mummy come fetch me , ): butbutbutbutbut ! Randy they all coming my house sooooon ! hahaha ! to send me off before I go malaysia aye ? love them to the max canszxc ! ;mua I miss SongSeungHyun , hubby . alotalotalotalotalot . sigh . ): - tags replied ; Bryannnnnnnn.: view and run right? LOL. ; yeahs , tagged you already ! :D PasserBy: ermm Ft island coming to singapore when uh? isit this year or next year? ; it will be next year , january , 29 & 30 got event , anything add me on msn , vanessa2cena@hotmail.com . (: Mabel .: yea , should whack her lorr . Babo (stupid) her . HAHA . ; ya , but dont know who is she , hope seunghyun rmb her & hate her ttm ! ): Me: Thanks The words all weird weird one ha when finished download lol ; samesame , but can use can le la (: pb!: who's the b*tch you are talking bout? ; it's for me to know , & for you to find out . [: Joey: 你不要♥Jong Hyunn?! HAHA~ ; i want la ! D: ~XiiaoJun: SISTER TAG TAG ; thanks brother ! :D Joey: u go die larhs , spend 150 for the ST JAMES tixc ): ; hahaah ! my hubby leyh ! :D Hans: tang yuan jie ! thats wat the festival is called anyway i think O: ; laughs , think so bahs , sound weird ? tang yuan jie ? hahah ! Rongrong: Darling ohh ! Agreed with you . She so slut , i just don't know why that guy loves her so muchyz . What so good about her man -.- Acting cute + flirting with boys nah . Nb phuabye , -.- Rongrong: Say till her make us pissed off . Anyw darling , cheerup ! Meeting you later , wheee ! ;mua . ; hahahahh ! hannorh , coming my house later le , love you ttm ! :D PECKWAN: Taggg ! Stupid Jingyiiiiiiii !(: ; asshole itchy hor you , say me stupid , hahah ! ;lub Tuesday, December 22, 2009
슬프지만 괜찮은 척했어요 ;  Vanessa & MonaLisa ! :D Just wokeup , must change my piggy habit already . talked to hans awhile then isabelle called , missed her alot , ): Yanzhi didi sms-ed me too , love him ttm okay ! (: maybe going out to shop soon , mum's problem 3/4 solved , thank god , I'm not gonna be a begger ! ^^v hate her company for holding on her comission . anyway , just had the riceball just now , it's nice though , but I forgot what's the festival name called already , hahah ! 3 more days to christmas anyway , Isabelle is so sweet to get a present for me , (: anywayy , yesturday watch video then watch until SeungHyun's codressing , he dont look ahgua to me , he look HOT mann ! hahah ! when I say this , you all must be saying ; this vanessa siaopeh , like seunghyun till like this , laughs ! :D gonna bath soon already , annnyong ! sarangsarang ! ^^v ehys bitch , you know I doesnt like to compare myself to people , but I hate you so much that I used myself to compare to you , yet , I find nothing you can win me , I find nothing you're better , look , even my other friends also compare me & you , saying that I'm better . laughs , oh ya , I forgot , we eventually find something youre good at , acting cute ! andandand , flirt with boys ! wow , amazing right !?!? I know you will say everybody will flirt one what , I agree , I admit I got flirt but , with single boys , not like you , people boyf also want to hong , knn puabye , ehys , you think you like this very tai sai is it ? knn , pui ! go home look into the mirror la ! oh ya , maybe you look , your mirror also will break , laughs ! or maybe I should say , go home look into your broken mirror la (: 贱女人 ! pui ! -'- ( long time never hate one person so much . -.- ) ___ , I felt my heart being pinched after hearing those words from you , I realised how bad I am to hurt you like this , the pain you gained . I don't know what I can do to release you from the pain . If I know things will turn out this way , I wont even start it , forgive me for what I had done , I'm really sorry . ): Tags replied ; Mabel :.: yeah , stupid lor that girl ): . ; hannorh hannorh , next time see her whack her back ! hahah ! :D Olivia`Huizhenn: Sister ! Paiseh uhh Alright , just , i'm always with you ♥ cheer up ;mua ; I know , its okay , thanks okay sist , luvyou ttm . ♥ Joey: uu are so gd :X but i dun wan LUN ; i wan DONGRU! :X ; laughs , i am always good . (: Monday, December 21, 2009
ENGAGED TO SONGSEUNGHYUN ! :D  SeungHyun oppa ! :D 좋은아침 ! ( goodmorning ) , it's 7.30am now , & Vanessa's not sleeping , thinking about SeungHyun oppa , & think of something else . I start to suspect , maybe I'm not from my mother stomach , she treat me like so rubbish , dumb fcuk , i want freedom . ): but , mum's not bad , she asked me to chase ft island , & , she is helping me in something which cant be exposed , omg , seunghyun oppa ! I'm comingggg ! hahah ! it's 38 more days , cant wait to see my fiance another time , remember th first time was at cabana , gonna gift him something on that day , I'm obsessed with him already . (: Everytime I started saying how much I love my SeungHyun , it will goes like this ; Me : *Hyper & pointing at my phone's wallpaper* ohmygod ! But , now no more le , brandon gone back , i only can show to Yani , then tell yani that SeungHyun my boyf & she keep telling me handsome leyh , happy die me already , * zi high-ing now * . damn obsessed la , laughs ! :D off to bed & dream of SeungHyun oppa already , not forgetting Jonghyun ! :D An nyong ! :D 我爱你爱得好辛苦, 爱的好孤独, 爱的没有退路, 我好无助, 我不去痛苦, 忍不住的哭.                 some outdated photos ! taken all from phone , camera's tomorrow ! :D It’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same . It’s funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time . It’s crazy when you want to let go , you keep holding on , but when you want to move on but you’re stuck right where you started . And it’s weird how feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want , and how you have so many things to say but you don’t know where to start . ): - Tags replied ; pb: why so fast broke up? what happened? ; I will appreciated if you stop asking about this , both still friends afterall . [: yanling: wah... seung hyun all over ur blog. later he come and see ur blog. ; omg , i swear i'll be th happiest girl & i will go crazy if he tag me mann ! :D Andreeeewwww: Dearest ur tag [: ; thanks dear . ♥ Joey: hahas ; that 2 sentence from YLYA XDXD i smart sias , Joey: nvr update frh , ): i wanna till youuu~ Joey: *KILL ; i want ft island la (: ME: can give me the direct web, i cannot find ah, ty ; meitudashi.com priscellia: tagged don't too sad ; alrights , thanks ! :D Mabel :>: I love Seunghyun too ! . ; laughs , SeungHyun cute & handsome , but someone go hit his head that time . ): passerby: hey, your blogskin quite empty as compared to last time , a bit like plain uh . this is just how i feel la . no offence . :) ; laughs , it's okay , i'm lazy to find a nice one because my last time one screwed , see when then change , or maybe ask my darling change for me , hahahah ! :D Sunday, December 20, 2009
All I want for christmas is you , only you . ♥  송승현 oppa ! :D  TICKETS ! For sign meet & fan meet de ! :D  승현 ! using chilli sauce (:  송승현 ! My boyfriend ! :-* wokeup at 6.30 today , & yeahs PM not AM . bath & dress up then aunty come fetch brandon & me to kallang to have our sharkfins dinner , home afterthat , (: yesturday , didnt sleep at all , head over to eunos at 8 plus to meet Lirong.darling then we head over to IMM to queue for the tickets , yeah , just because of my 150 bucks one , thanks darling . then i read book there ( insert proud face ) , then 12 plus Amandy.boyfriend came to meet us then we buy our tickets & get my poster ! wee hee ! seunghyun so hot bodoh ! :D head for lunch & i realised one thing , i havent add that guy on msn ! okay , just added after typing the last sentence , laugh die me . :D shuttled bus-ed to jurongeast inter then headed to take bus 51 & alighted at lavender , i realiesed we three tgt = fcuking noisy girls ! hahaha ! then walked to kallang busstop then took bus 2 to lorong 37 then went up to granny's place while rong & amandy went to lor 42 . head over to eastcoast to have my seafood dinner then uncle jimmy bring me go drink , head to meet xred brother they all then go to simpang bedok have supper then drink again , got dead drunk then went home , take out contact lens ( dont rmb doing it ) & change ( also dont rmb ) then sleep , today wakeup , realised ytd i throw glass , then sei my laptop & even whack my cousin , that's what i do when i am drunk with my phone off & i keep repeating his name , my cousin told me , sigh , night ! off to bed (: - Tags reply : Olivia`Huizhenn: Dearest sister ! <3 Last long long long yeah ! You both look very sweeet , HAAHAA ! your latest post really funny :P ; hahah ! thanks , brokeup le sist . ._. Magdeline: Beebee ! ♥ ; hello beebee ! ♥ Jasmin: thanks sweet! ♥ link me up yeahs? ((: thanks! ; linked ! :D BRANDON: helloxD BRANDON: link me lah ; hello & linked la (: chi: last long wif ur bf... tagged ♥ ; thanks for th tag ♥ , brokeup . Jordan ^^v: TAG ! anyways love my bro okay? =D wish you last long long ^^V ; bwg . ._. thanks for th tag anw (: Patrick: Hi, you v chio leh, lastlong w your boy. Patrick: I am a passby aniway. Patrick: anyway* ; thanks , brokeup already . syafiqah: jing yi!! re-link me..n ya tagged (: ; relinked ! :D Passerby: what software do u use to edit ur photos? ; meitudashi (: xiang aka pudding: hey sasa! imy so much leh, you going see frh ma? ; yeahs , went . imy too :-* Xiaobinbin.: Hi sist. Passedby! love you, see you soon! ; hey sist ! you havent sent me your number , see you soon too ! luv you too ! ;mua BATMAN: hi , relink me thanks (: ; relinked ! :D `Jermaine: Last long babylove ! (: ; brokeup . Hans♥: (L) Tag :D ; thanks ! (L) Elaine♥: HYPERGIRL !♥ ilovedieyouuu ! Miss you muchzxc ! ; love you too aye , hahaha ! miss you too , meet me soon hor ! :D Rongrong: Darling! Imy lah, meetupsoon lehy ): so long never see you le. Fasterfaster meetupkays?! ;mua. ; okok , meet le mahs , love you la idiot ! :D passerbyy: eu tis ***** f.u.c.k.e.r ! ; [: Eileen: Hello!Relink me(: TY. Stay chio ! ; relinked ! thanks (: AHFEL!: Hello! Tagged yea!♥ anw still rmb me ma? anw last long yea!:) c ya soon! ; remember (: see you soon too , heheh ! ♥ Adeline.: Hi dearest, miss you! <: ; omg , twintwin ! imy too . see you soon k :D Jonathan: sa! tag ! ^.^! ; thanks jon (: Jasmin: heyhey ;D link me up ohs! thanks! ; linked le :D P: FT Island is your love ? I thought you like Key/Jonghyun frm SHINee ? ; yeahs , i like jonghyun from SHINee , love ft island . [: O: We stalk all the way and they never even went to ecp, got people beside them de hotel, all got standby. I think you see wrong, or you see de is tmax? LOL. ; laughs , they can go out through basement one , & i didnt see wrong . even speak to one lady who is my mother friend who in charge of them . [: jiayi: tagg ; thanks oh ! :D darryl: wtf , sexposed? ; your sexposeee la ! :D priscellia: hmm...tagged last long ; brokeup le . Rongrong: P & O : Are you MabelChu if i'm not wrong? If you're , please state down your name instead putting all those bangalah letters. Thanks. ; darling , chill . not mabel uh , is others la . [: Random: Um what's your blog no.1 song title ? (: Anw hi ; i deleted my songs & cant rmb le ): AHFEL!: HELLO!! TAGS for u!^^ hehe soo long bo c u liao!c ya soon yea!" ; thanks oh , i nowadays working so never go down cube le , see you soon too , anything text me bahs , 98548877 . :D Natalie: HI STITCH <# ; hello ! meetup soon ! :D Mabel :>: What me ? LOL! Lirong , go check IP then . Laughs ! Dont anyhow say me can -.- . ; i know it's not you can le , chill yeahs , :D Magdeline: Beebeee . ♥ ; beebee ! ♥ meifeng: here to tag and to give some love . . LOVES(: ; thanks & loves too ! :D ISABELLE: miss you superbaby [: ; i miss you too , dumbo ! :D Guest: erm you broke up with hans alr ? ; yeah ._. Charmaine: Hello sasa <: ! ; Helloooooo ! :D Charmaine: Anyway , relink ! ♥ ; relinked ! ♥ ME: Where you edit your picures ; meitudashi ! :D PECKWAN: Link !(: ; linked ! :D Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Mummy , Darling , Me & Superbaby ! (L) Just wokeup , my eyes swollen , sorethroat , I sound damn SASA , as in my voice like damn man canszx ?! sick la me , & I was woken up by th rain sound okay ! :D FT island is my luvzx mann ! saw them at midnight at eastcoast park , believe it anot , jaejin , hongki all damn shuai mann ! cant tahan , i planned to take number from one of them then it turn out to be ft island , cool right ? theyre drinking beer with their crew , i sumpa never lie , fcukup manager dont let me take photo with them . sigh , tsk ! ending here k ! :D
Happy Birthday to you , DARRYLCHIAMCHOONKAI , my stupid ex hubby , it's been a year since I know you , remember lastyear's birthday ? we was spending our time at street shuffle & got together at night , it will sound kinda stupid for people , but knowing you , everything is funny in life , somehow , those stupid webcam nights , phonecalls & stuffs , though , after the breakup we didnt patch , but , youre still my best friend , oh yeahs , & happy 'one year anniversary' to us okay ? ^^v hahahas ! enjoy your birthday dumbdumb , meet me soon too , (: |
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